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Friday, February 20, 2015




Berjuta kali aku dianiaya. Bertahun bersabar. How is it faking a smile dan sibuk berusaha melindungi diri sendiri. I am surviving. I am indeed FIGHTING to survive. And fighting to not judge myself by what others did to me. I have to keep telling myself, there is no excuse and it was not my fault because it's their choice not mine.

I know nobody understand what I'm saying and what I meant by all these.
Siapa faham, fahamlah.

Bila mahu mula memikirkan akan kepentingan dan kebajikan diri sendiri dan ingin bertegas pada diri dan emosi sendiri, orang kata 'BERSABARLAH!'. Kata-kata minda (yang aku sangkakan keputusan bijak) dimatikan dengan perkataan bodoh yang boleh mengelirukan keputusan, namun berhikmah - SABAR. Sabar sampai bila agaknya, aku persoalkan. Jawapan tetap sama - SABAR. Kemudian, bila berjaya memujuk hati ini untuk bersabar, orang kata dengan lantang - 'SAMPAI BILA! '. 

Nampak permainan di situ?
Either I do not understand the world, or the world itself confused me.




Belum jadi scar. Masih berupa wounds. I'm working on my magic.


*Sigh*

1 comment:

Thanks for simply being here! *love*

 
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