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Too blind?
Sunday, May 03, 2009 posted at 21:55 ♥

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I can't help myself. Accidently [?] heard this song from my random WMP playlist made me realize one thing. I am sad. I am missing the OLD him. Most of all, I love him. Haih. There's always a first step in everything, right Shima? (I know you're reading. Haiii.. :p ) It bring tears whenever I think about him.

I know it's a bit confusing.
About my relationsip with Azizzul.
Erm. How to start? It's all my fault - of course. Then he starts ignoring me. It do scared me. Opposite of love is not hate, but ignorance. I can't stand loss. I can say it is among my greatest fears. Tengok tu, punyalah si Fina ni siap garis lagi perkataan tu. Memang betul punya greatest fears. Inilah yang jadi bila sudah betul-betul sayang. THAT is why I can never let go of ... err.. err.. my broken external hardisk.

Status is, "It's Complicated". I am still with him, actually. Sorry. For lying. I'm not good in lying actually, tapi tiba-tiba pandai menipu. Baik sungguh Fina. Menipu readers T__________T Maaf. I have my own reason. Jangan judge dulu. Dosa.

Memang kami sudah break. Waktu itu memang. Sekarang sudah bersama kembali. Tapi apalah maksudnya. Kita sebumbung tapi tak bersama kita bercinta tapi tak sekata rindu setahun hilang sekelip mata lautan kasih disapa kemarau [Menyanyi pulak dah] Lepas tu lepas tu lepas tu kan, saya sekarang ini kehilangan semangat. Hari ini mau buat childish-childish sikit boleh?

Aaaaarrrrhhhhhggghhhhhhhhhhh...!!
Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!
Uhuhuhuuuuuuuuuu...!!
Aaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

Ok sudah. Errr..

Makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..! Hambik kau. Siap panggil mak.

Korang, he's the one for me.
I know.
He's the one
:(
The problem is, we're having problem. Hati tidak sekata. Masing-masing jadi kepala hangin. I wondered. What happen? Am I too blind to see?

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2 Comments:

Anonymous shima said...

hai fina. :) hehe.

true, opposite of love is not hate. but, ignorance.

Sometimes you need time to learn. You need time to make mistakes. You need time to learn from mistake. You need time to rebound back. You need time to grow.

Kita ada di dunia bukan untuk mencari seseorg yg sempurna utk dicintai tetapi utk belajar mencintai org yg tidak sempurna dgn cara yang sempurna.

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN RELATIONSHIPS IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON, IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

and my dear, cinta itu mmg buta.. :)

p/s: rajin2 la buat solat istikharah. insya Allah diberi petunjuk. :)

04 May, 2009 19:13  
Anonymous Fina said...

Shima..

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN RELATIONSHIPS IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON, IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND. Susah sungguh saya nak percaya quote ni before :p

but it do make sense.

I don't fall into him easily. it do takes time. he's aint perfect, he doesn't have the qualities i look in every man. he's not even the guy i would fall into before. but i learn to and here i am. its not easy to fall in love but we can try, isn't it?

well, tidak semua yang kita mahu adalah sesuatu yang kita benar2 perlukan. he's probably not the dreamguy, but from the very start, i know i will be needing him for the rest of my life.

in some ways, it's a blessing in disguise..

err.. siap boleh buat entri sambil mengomen entri sendiri ni. ahaha.

anyway.
Thanx so much. :)

05 May, 2009 17:26  

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