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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

hey..

tonight i lepak kat mall kachi.
jom!

haha.

3RD WEEK

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Pheww..

It’s Thursday again. My 3rd week here.

Last Friday, doing nothing.

The next day, before dzuhur, went out to Jitra with him with that ‘Maroon Ferrari’ (haha) to watch movie. Any movie will do actually so we decided to choose ‘The Journey To The Center of The Earth’. Fiction film. Sementara tunggu wayang tu mula, we spend time together kat café sblh panggung wayang tu. After finished watching the movie, we went to KFC, then drove back heading to campus before asar. If every moment we share together is even better then the moment before, if that day was as good as tomorrow gonna be, then I can’t wait till tomorrow comes..
At night, got meeting for kumpulan penari DPP Bukit Kachi 2, then rush to Traditional Night project meeting.

Bermula hari ahad badan mula merasa tidak sedap tapi aktiviti kuliah tetap seperti biasa. Selagi ada kudrat, selagi itu gagahkan juga ke kelas. Malam selepas kelas perjumpaan dengan junior2 kumpulan tarian kolej, terus sekali dengan training sebab ada offer buat performance utk event hujung minggu ini (26 Julai 2008). Balik ke bilik tidur time hampir jam dua.

Esoknya, isnin. Badan terasa semakin tak sedap. Suhu badan tidak menentu. Sekejap ok, sekejap tak. Tapi tetap juga ke kelas. Memandangkan kelas hbs jam 6.30, then pastu ada kelas jam 8.30 pula, sy sengaja tidak balik ke kolej. Minta abg temankan, makan sekali kat Subaidah. Saya makan nasi kandar lauk kerang dan kari ikan (sakit2 pun selera makan tetap ada! Love curry!), dan abg makan 1 roti telur dan satu roti kosong.. minum air limau kasturi, same as mine. Our favourite. Sebenarnya tak balik cuz mls nak terkejar2, takpela kalo sihat kan.. ni tak sihat. nanti silap2 pengsan pula dlm bas. Hehe..

Selasa, terponteng kelas Personaliti cuz g PKU..

Rabu. My health get worst. I vomit 3 times in small quantity.. kepala pening and everytime I walk or even stand up, I’ll feel like going to fall, and feel like the floor going upside down.. lil bit. Abg sedikit tdk puas hati, dia kata, sakit2 pun knpe g kelas gak? Haha. Actually I don’t know how answer. I just feel that my attendance in every class is compulsory.. sudahnya, sementara menunggu kelas malam, abg temankan lagi. Itupun selepas dengar tangisan ‘anak kecil’ ini. Ohhh!

And today? Woke up, finishing assignment, went to the campus, then balik kolej wat sedikit diskusi ngan Fiza bout projek. Skrg ni kat lab, jam 9.30 jap g nak g studio utk latihan tarian. Which is, now!

Gtg..

Till next post!

this song is for him :) totally for him.


My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And i...
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do

And your eyes
(Your eyes, your eyes..)
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
(ohhhhhh)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh you know-
I dont mind

And, yes
You'll be the only one
'cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
(My love, my love)
My endless love


STILL THE ONE

Thursday, July 17, 2008

hey :)
miss u all..

it's thursday now.
i've class on sunday until wednesday, so thursday until saturday? i'm totally free. waktu-waktu pengajian seperti ini, blog ini akan hanya di-update secara mingguan. bukan harian. bukan seperti time cuti dulu tuu..

what's new?

ok firstly about my classes. took 6 subject.. among the subject are, Teori dan Praktis Kaunseling Individu, Teori dan Praktis Kaunseling Kelompok, Personaliti, dan Pembelajaran Manusia. i'm comfortable with the lecturers (all are counselors), they gave lots of tips on everything and ya, can't wait to learn some more. i'm glad to be a counselor-to-be :)
i still have not permitted to give people my counseling session, my opinion and advises are still based on my personal and current thoughts, but if you wanna share anything, i'm a good listener *winks*

perkara kedua, projek-projek di DPP Bukit Kachi 2 baru hendak bermula. saya terlibat dalam satu projek di bawah Biro Kebudayaan dan Warisan.. 'Traditional Night'. kertas projek siap je, kami akan mula beroperasi. saya selesa dengan tugas timbalan pengarah yang diberikan.. bukan sebab jawatan, but working things out with someone who you think you have chemistry with maybe will turns into something great (of course with lots of tolerance and co-operation).. Niza, thanks for the trust ye..

perkara ke-tiga.. i'm loving my love life.. this song is for him. bet that he'll never read this site. hoho.


Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby



Mata yang memandang
Tak merasa keluh resah
Senang berbicara

Namun mungkin
Takkan memahami
Yang tersimpan … di sanubari
Yang ku yakin
Apa yang terjadi
Menguji kesungguhan di hati

Berjanji takkan berlalu pergi
Kasih pastikan bersemi nanti
Mencipta sinar bahagia bersama
Akan ku buktikannya
Ke akhir nafasku ini

Masa telah memaksa
Ku lontarkan kata-kata
Agar kau mengerti

Tak akan berterusan lagi
Kesedihan yang ada di hati

Kerna aku tak mampu menipu
Menyata keinginan…di kalbu

Suatu hari kan menjelang jua
Saat bersatu kita berdua…oh…
Suatu masa kan terbukti nyata
Duniakan menjadi saksinya

Berjanji takkan berlalu pergi
Kasih pastikan bersemi nanti
Mencipta sinar bahagia bersama
Akan ku buktikannya
Ke akhir nafasku ini

Merantai jiwa takkan terpisah
Merungkai gundah menguntum indah
Terbuka hati yang lama melara
Akan ku buktikannya
Ke akhir nafasku ini

actually, i got everything that i need in a man in him.. he don't mind handling me in my worst - calming me when i'm angry - while a lil laughing.. (he often sighed to get my simpati.. "selalu kena marah..." hehe), he's very warm hearted, he got a calming smile, ..maybe he's not as similar as i want my perfect lover to be, but i know what is beautiful in him :)

until next post, good night all!


WHERE IS YOUR HEART?

Friday, July 11, 2008

WHERE IS YOUR HEART - Kelly Clarkson

I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh yeah

I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh yeah

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?



ABOUT LIFE.

i expect to pass through this way but once
any good thing,
therefore
that i can do,
or any kindness that i can show
to any fellow creature.
let me do it now
let me not defer
nor neglect it.
for i shall not pass this way again.

Etienne De Grefet

FIRST WEEK OF MY CAMPUS LIFE

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

last night i looked at my face from my mirror, touching my right cheek. i thought i got ulser.. but once i open my mouth widely just to have a look at part yang sakit tu, i realized there's something white coming up from my back gum..

i don't know why the growing teeth have to bring so much pain. pity for the babies, no wonder they cries a lot during the period where their tooth grow and grow.... i don't know for the babies, but mine, the toothache brings headhache! it feels like migrain. uhhh..

but nevermind. haha. i got new teeth! well, every adult will have this kind of pain, some of your tooth will come up when you reach around this age. adult age. once my friend told me, her father have this only after he got married.

urm..
yesterday.
my Personality class. met azizul. my semester one ex-classmate. he's the only one i knew well in that class. he's the one who found me my assignment group. of course i can do it by myself, but ya, he helped me and let me sit beside him for every class and i'm thankful for that. it's been quite tiring when you have to make friend (read: approaching to befriend) with at least some people in every class you attend. i'm not the kind of people who approach other people, but a kind of person who you have to take first step to approach instead. doesn't mean i don't like to make friends, and i don't even know if i got plenty or less friends, but i know, all my friends are the greatest friend for everybody to have in their life :)

i realized there's some number of fellow blogger had visited this blog during these several days.. once again, please pardon my english, maybe i've done so much phrase and grammar mistakes, but i'm in the process of learning :) thanks for dropping by to all. i'll put your link here by time to time, keep on blogging about your beautiful lifes, keep on visiting and really hope that we'll learn something from one another.

it's almost twelve pm now.. gotta go.

NEW SEMESTER

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

hye dear all..

its been a while since i don't update my blog.
life's good, for sure.

i just finished reading an international novel translated from Chinese to english.. "FEBRUARY FLOWERS" by Fan Wu. cost RM33 which i bought on the middle of my holiday (end of May). its about friendship between two different person. between girlhood and womenhood. its a good story anyway.. it changed some part of my view of life. memorable story, i should say :)

it remind me about my friendship between Amoy and I. we're two different people. i learnt so much things i guess i'll never learn if i have never befriend with her, and maybe she feels the same way too.

okay back to life.

its been 4 nights already, kembali menjalani kehidupan sebagai pelajar kampus. its been 5 nights i have a toothache, and 4 nights having headache.

i'm not happy. ya i guess i'm not.

not because the toothache. or the headache. or the night class i have to attend every night (the 1st time i hv night class.. 4 mlm berturut2 - because of the kuota yang HEA sediakan), or the smelly paper tupperware, or.. or..

erm okay. u got me. so many things. it all blend. and it annoys me as well.

this is just a silly thoughts of mine. don't bother.

we can't always stay positive all the time right?

COUNTDOWN 1

Thursday, July 03, 2008

i'm going to Kota Kinabalu today.. until my next semester break, today is going to be my last day at home. kinda sad leaving all this.. but so excited that i will have the chance hanging out with my friends there! seriously.. i miss them so much!

could it be the same again, dear friends??

hurmm.. remember Ralph? which i mention in my previous entry entitled 'The Perfect Stranger'. haha. he called me by phone just now.. it feels like a long long time to remember since we don't contact each other. minding with our own business. he ask me to hang out together, again, once i got back to UUM at tomorrow. yea i'm looking forward for it, he's a interesting man, you should know that. haha. wait, even i'm in a flirty mood, am i going to flirt with him? yaii.. of coz not. he's just a nice friend of mine. i remember when i went to Lumut Perak.. he do treat me and my friends really like three beautiful princesses from Gunung Jerai. wahhh! terlebih sudah ;p

he said that he's at UUM Kedah now. he said that he come alone. then for what reason he's there without his friends with? he must be up to something.

i haven't finish packing my things yet. daa..

for every love, there is one heart somewhere to deserve..
for every beauty, there is one eye somewhere to see..

 
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