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Monday, June 30, 2008

i'm going to have full formatting of my laptop tonight. format it by myself but all the work after, my younger brother dengan relanya menawarkan diri mencantikkan laptop ni.. katanya nak letak ini la itu la. without any charge. i likeeee!

daa~

FiNa : "Congrats to myself.. for June, i managed to post all of my entry consistently! err.. at least there's a difference compares to months before "

MY MARRIAGE AGE IS 24

You know when your birthday is, but how old should you really be getting married?
(just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[x] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself...
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[x] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total : 5

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] I always carry a pen in mypocket/purse/handbag.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[x] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[ ] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total : 4

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it...
[x] My parents trust me
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total : 6

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up i get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total : 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[x] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in awhile.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it...
Total : 5


Add up all the numbers and repost this as:"My marriage age is .."

FiNa :: "erk.. 24? hehe.. no i think i'll get married 3-4 years older than this "

COUNTDOWN : 5

Sunday, June 29, 2008

BOUGHT THIS STRAWBERRY AT PEKAN KUNDASANG FOR DANA. YUMMY! :)


EAT ONE AH! HEHEHE




as i told u last night, today i went to Kota Kinabalu. with ayah and kili.
after visiting Dana at SMASH (Allah.. menguji kesabaran betul-lah budak tu), we head to BTC, B..(something) Textile Center. help those men (Ayah, Kili, Adi and Pipie) pilih kain untuk kain raya. Kili wanna take that maroon one but hey. not a chance. ayah also want to pick up the cream one, but there were me, acting like such a mom!

amanah mama ye, mama tak dpt dtg skali sbb ada hal lain. so it's my job assuring we're not out of theme. hehe..

kemudian ke Centre Point, ayah gave me RM400. for external hardisk (i bought RM203, for 120gb - is it worth enuf? cuz i really was in a hurry, tak smpat g compare2 harga and i needdddddd that thing), buy KFC for Dana, and buy some 'other' thing at Eaton's and kedai berhampiran, dan balik Ranau. singgah Dana jap kat sekolah dia. i wished to buy pendrive (NOT kingston. serik.) but i think i'll wait till the PC Fair at UUM. and, and, maybe i'll give my dad my digicam BenQ, then i'll buy a new one during PC Fair. and.. what else ek. hehe.

erm. gara-gara petang semalam, kedua-dua kaki ini terasa begitu lenguh. lenguh yang amat. kaki ni terasa sakit sangat lebih-lebih lagi bila turun tangga.

last night was fine. RTM pinjam majlis hari Bapa untuk penggambaran. okay, for your information, it is a 45 minutes tv show, scheduled untuk disiarkan pada raya kedua tahun ini di RTM1. saya difahamkan penggambaran itu adalah untuk memperkenalkan suasana raya di perkampungan negeri Sabah. i don't know if it is wholely in my kampung only, or there is any other village(s) going to be in that tv show.

guess what? four of my little dancers were in that nasyid group that night. Pian, Beten, Raihanah, and Nadirah. gorgeous.. but their performance (two days practising only) was totally horrible . Never mind. one thing i found out. Raihanah was really singing! selama saya jadi cikgu tarian dia dua tahun ni, saya rasa saya belum pernah dengar dia menyanyi.. well, not as loud as my young sist. dana always a bathroom singer and sing as if there's no one hearing she's singing.

ops.. i really have to go now, giving myself some early rest. these two days been kinda hectic for me (and ya, brought both of my legs lots of muscle pain too )

rase mcm nak demam je..
salam.



COUNTDOWN : 6

Saturday, June 28, 2008








sigh.

other than i feel lovely inside the kebaya (still i think the spoiled one) and the high heels , feel like no use wearing it, because i have to climb up and down that bloody hill. lebih2 lagi jalan licin kerana hujan baru turun dengan lebatnya. look up to the picture.. haha. those first three pictures was taken at my home, and the other pictures was taken by my younger brother. he helped me get through it while at the same time snapping some pictures of me.

my cousin (the husband) marrying the pretty girl upside the hill today. i'll update this, posting the pictures i've taken during the wedding.

FiNa :: "a bit memalukan but thank God i still look gorgeous and happy. hoho.. "

:: Sambutan Hari Bapa di Dewan Serbaguna kampung (sekali dengan shooting RTM - their last night here). nak bersiap pasni.
:: we're going to Kota Kinabalu tomorrow.. early at the morning.


COUNTDOWN : 7

Friday, June 27, 2008



mom said that today it gonna be the last day she needed me to help her at canteen. happy. but lil bit starting to miss it all. hehe..

today at canteen. i overcooked the oil, bile masuk dapur tengok, api da masuk dalam periok kecil tu. oh my God! but since i already have plenty of experience like this before (hahaha), saya dengan muke sardinnye mencapai pemegang periuk tu dan membawanya ke sinki tapi kerana panas, saya terhumban periuk tu masuk (the other teacher said that she's already about to run when hearing bunyi periuk yang terhumban tu). air paip yang sudah sedia terpasang sedikit (paip bocor) mengalir masuk ke dalam. and..

i don't have the chance to capture it with my phone camera, but i already capture it through my eyes. every single moment. the way the small fire drastically turns big after the hot oil meets the cold water, the way my aunt and cikgu awang run to reach me (they know i was at the kitchen at that time), how their panic face look like once they come over (wow, my aunt and cikgu awang really cares on me) but turns a bit normal seeing i'm standing near to the sinki with little smile (plus grinning) on my face, trying to tell them that nothing serious happenning and i'm okay. huhu..

i found it funny.. :p

COUNTDOWN : 8

Thursday, June 26, 2008

pada dua puluh enam haribulan enam bersamaan dua puluh enam julai dua ribu lapan, saya telah menggunting rambut hingga paras belakang dada.. ni lah rambut yang terpendek setakat tiga empat tahun ni rasanya sebab selama ni memang asyik berambut panjang. tapi tetap tak dapat pecah rekod waktu saya tingkatan empat (2002) lah, pendek macam tomboy.

SILIK-SILIKAN DO MATO NU
Penyanyi: Clarice John Matha Feat Abu Bakar Ellah


L: Isai boh gia ngaaran nu
Sumandak ko talawa
Katarik Ginawoku
Silik-silikan mato nu
Miagal Siti Nurhaliza

P: Ih Nana gia ngaaranku
Mantad oku Ranau
Isai doh muhang dika
Pindik tagap style tampurung
Tirakan do tulun

L: Atukoi Sumandak
Kada ponginsayu doho
Biarpun pindik tagap
Biar rambut style tampurung
Handsome juga aku

P: Siou no oi ampal
Haro pala sisik tapuk nu
Bintang telemovie top
Anak orang jangan diusik
Nanti kana sogit


this is among my favourite Dusun song. there's still more.. like 'Om Amaa Om Apaa', 'Adaa', 'Osorow Ko Po Nangku Doho'..

FiNa : "Proud Dusunese! i'd make use my holiday to learn to understand and speak more in Dusun. true to say, my english is much more better than my Dusun. huu.."

THE CONFESSION

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Copied it from here, with some editing. nice.

I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. It never will. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life. From this day on... when I look back on the past... I will smile... and say to myself... I never thought I could do it... but I did... I overcame all the people who tried to bring me down. All my life, I never believed most things I read in history books and a lot of things I learned in school. But now I've found I don't have the right to make a judgment on someone based on something I've read. I don't have the right to judge anything. That's the lesson I've learned. People spend too much time finding other people to blame, too much energy finding excuses for not being what they are capable of being, and not enough energy putting themselves on the line, growing out of the past and getting on with their lives. I've lived in this place and I know all the faces. Each one is different. So do me.

COUNTDOWN : 9

i slapped my young bro today. the 20th year old one. which, i'd never done to anybody. especially any of my sibling. i'll never do it if i don't really have to, you see?
huh..
but never regret. cuz he deserve it. He deserve it.
Angkuh gile T__T

Mama ke Kota Kinabalu berurusan di pejabat untuk permohonan menambah bidang lesen perniagaan dan menghantar borang permohonan tender pada awal pagi, dan sampai ke rumah kembali pada waktu petang. dalam tempoh itu, saya, seperti biasalah, mengganti mama di kantin sekolah. she brought me back kain baju raya. tema keluarga kali ini, warna oren. untuk saya dan Dana, seorang dua pasang, sudah mencecah hampir RM520. itu belum termasuk kos menjahit. kain lining yang dipadankan dengan kain satin (ala-ala kain untuk majlis tunang or kahwin) masing-masing sepasang untuk saya dan Dana, dan kain plain different coloured with batik, juga sepasang seorang utk saya, mama dan Dana. inilah baju termahal saya setakat ini rasanya. oh.. kegawatan macam ini pun mama saya seolah-olah tidak terkesan dengan kenaikan harga yang melambung coraknya.

satu sahaja yang difikirkan, balikkah saya raya depan? hehe.

saya juga mengecek jadual kuliah untuk semester hadapan. melihat-lihat jika ada yang boleh dan mampu untuk diubah. ya ada. bayangkan. hari Ahad hingga Rabu penuh dengan kelas malam. kelas Ahad dan Selasa, 2-3.30 petang dan 8-11mlm. Kelas isnin dan Rabu, 5-6.30 petang dan 8-11mlm. yer.. dalam tempoh sebulan berpuasa itu waktu berbuka puasa saya akan sedikit terganggu. tidak apalah agaknya. not even the end of the world. pasti ada hikmah disebalik. tetapi saya tetap akan mengintai peluang, for things to be a lot more easier :)

i'm a little moody today. i'm sorry abg, selalu jadi mangsa amarah ini..

erm. anyway, see you later my readers! :)

PANDUAN BERGUNA

Monday, June 23, 2008

I found this here..

Beberapa panduan Imam Al- Ghazali supaya kita tidak bersifat sombong dan angkuh

1. Jika berjumpa dengan kanak-kanak, anggaplah kanak-kanak itu lebih mulia daripada kita, kerana kanak-kanak ini belum banyak melakukan dosa daripada kita.

2. Apabila bertemu dengan orang tua, anggaplah dia lebih mulia daripada kita kerana dia sudah lama beribadat.

3. Jika berjumpa dengan orang alim, anggaplah dia lebih mulia daripada kita kerana banyak ilmu yang telah mereka pelajari dan ketahui.

4. Apabila melihat orang jahil, anggaplah mereka lebih mulia daripada kita kerana mereka membuat dosa dalam kejahilan, sedangkan kita membuat dosa dalam keadaan mengetahui.

5. Jika melihat orang jahat, jangan anggap kita lebih mulia kerana mungkin satu hari nanti dia akan insaf dan bertaubat atas kesalahannya.

6. Apabila bertemu dengan orang kafir, katakan di dalam hati bahawa mungkin pada suatu hari nanti mereka akan diberi hidayah oleh Allah dan akan memeluk Islam, maka segala dosa mereka akan diampuni oleh Allah.


"Sesungguhnya berkasihlah di antara manusia,
Perindah segala kata-kata,
Bahagia - itu janji-NYA.."


Petikan dari lagu 'Nirmala' nyanyian Datuk Siti Nurhaliza.


FiNa :: "Bersangka baik-lah sesama insan."


WAJAH BARU

Sunday, June 22, 2008

today, i spent most of my time onlining. checking and trying out BlogMenjerit's widgets. all in proper Bahasa Malaysia, cool and useful widgets, with tutorials. you can even ask if there's something you don't understand.

this is how my blog look like after some 'make-up' here and there.. credit to the BlogMenjerit author for this! :)

KAMI

Saturday, June 21, 2008





GO TO MY GALLERY OR CLICK HERE TO SEE MORE ...

Izinkan saya bertandang sebentar cuma..
mata berat. letih ni.

hari ini, 21 Jun 2008. hari persembahan penari-penari saya untuk satu majlis keramaian. bangga. mereka telah memberikan yang terbaik. ramai yang suka pada persembahan mereka dan saya rasakan itu satu penghargaan atas usaha kami.

ya, kami! :)

salah satu komen yg saya dapat, 'tarian cantik, mcm dlm festival'

:p

yang di atas adalah beberapa gambar yang sempat di upload. masih byk lagi dlm simpanan, tapi ini antara gambar kegemaran saya. sekian dulu.

NITE! Huargggggggghhhhahaa..



Esok
:: Bangun lewat-lewat! Haha..
:: Gotong Royong bersih n kemaskan kwsn rumah, RTM1 dtg wat penggambaran kat umah nti. sekitar 23-29hb Jun mereka berkampung di sini. ahh.. Penggambaran untuk hari Raya, bakal disiarkan di tv1 waktu hari raya pertama.
:: Topup Celcom
:: Update Blog

SUBANG DAN KEBAYA

Friday, June 20, 2008

LITTLE LOVELY TINY THING

subang! yay! i love this little thing!

hari ini juga saya mengambil baju kebaya yang saya tempah minggu lalu. tidak seperti yang saya inginkan.. QWSQCERVEXZXZXDWKEF!!!

saya sudah mengawal diri di hadapan tukang jahit itu dan memberitahu sekali lagi apa yang saya inginkan. saya tidak tahu siapa yang salah, samada saya yang tidak menyampaikan sebaiknya atau dia tidak bertanya jika kurang faham. saya memang tidak mencari kesalahan siapa.. tetapi saya sedikit terkilan. cantik, tapi salah!

menyesal juga. silap saya mungkin. dua kesilapan = #1, kawasan leher. #2, sulaman. jahitan tukang itu cantik, cuma dia sering silap pasang pattern.. (sigh... i'd mentioned it to her already but still!)

My mom said that.. 'baju mama hari tu pun dia silap jahit. macam ni lah (sambil selamba menunjuk sulaman baju ini yang terbalik). emh, lain kali tidak payah minta jahit sana'

saya angguk.

setengah jam lagi student-student saya datang.
sekian.


GAJET #1

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Recent Pic.

di atas ini merupakan gambar saya yang terbaru. gambar diambil pagi tadi, waktu berada di kantin sekolah. hari ini hari khamis, esok jumaat. jika saya ke kantin esok, pastinya berbaju kurung. wah.. saya berbaju kurung. semenjak balik bercuti, cuma dua tiga kali sahaja saya memakai baju kurung. itupun jika ke kenduri.

kantin sekolah agak meriah hari ini. cikgu-cikgu sekolah itu datang makan di kantin datang hampir serentak. Cikgu Awang, Cikgu Jumaidin, Cikgu Saltiah, Ustaz dan yang lain-lain.. yang memang saban hari datang bertandang. tidak lupa juga encik Guru Besar. dan oh, sekuriti sekolah juga.

"Sumandak. hari ni air kau cukup panas. berasap-asap. baru-lah ada umphh!"

gamat andar kantin itu dengan lelucon Cikgu Awang yang gemar bercakap juga gemar mengusik itu kepada saya. saya gelak kecil sahaja mendengar dan mengiyakan. teringat semalam air panas yang disediakan khas untuk membuat minuman panas hanya tinggal suam-suam sahaja. mengomplen habis cikgu itu semalam kerana air minuman panasnya tidak berwap.. cikgu tu minat air panas berwap yang kawkaw *iri ne torihian dau (itu-lah yang dia suka)*

jam 11 pagi setelah loceng tamat rehat sekolah berbunyi, mama dan saya mula mengemas kantin. menjelang hampir tengahari sampai rumah, saya terus ke bilik. online, solat dan tidur. saya terjaga waktu Kili (mentang-mentang pintu bilik tidak berkunci) mengejutkanku, menunjuk-nunjuk telefon tangan saya di sebelah tempat saya berbaring. video saya sedang tidur bermain di skrin. arghhh! nak kena budak ni.

oleh kerana dia segera berlari keluar (takut dibaling dengan bantal) dan saya pula masih mamai-mamai lagi, saya melihat sahaja rakaman itu. dan mahu pula mengulanginya sekali lagi. hehe..

saya tahu kenapa dia tertarik merakamkannya.
saya berdengkur! Haihh.. (--")
ini bukan habit saya ya. keletihan agaknya. atau posisi tidur yang tidak betul.

Dan ya. Mood untuk petang ini agak turun sedikit.

Gajet

sepanjang dua hari ini saya lebih melayari laman-laman web yang menyediakan alat-alat (gadgets) untuk berblog. bersepah-sepah di dalam internet. dan ini salah satu yang saya jumpa.. Live Signature. fungsinya, amat berguna pada mereka yang suka menandatangan setiap entri secara virtual. juga untuk mencantikkan blog anda :)

caranya, pergi ke web tersebut, buat dan dapatkan kod html, pergi ke blog anda (langkah-langkah ini untuk pengguna Blogger sahaja), klik 'settings' kemudian 'formatting'. Pada bahagian paling bawah pada kolum 'Post Template', letak kod html anda dan klik butang oren 'save settings'. selamat berjaya!

Hasil saya seperti di bawah ini ^^. Yeahuuu..

SELIPAR PUTUS

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Akhirnya terpaksa berkaki ayam mencari kedai kasut berhampiran..
and still having fun! haha..
what a day.

DOWNLOAD DAY FOR FIREFOX 3!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008



Download Day -

they wish to set the record for most software downloaded in a day. until this post is written, there are already 1,448,116 people who have made their pledge to download Firefox 3 today. 8,589 are from Malaysia and I have made mine.

go to this link!

http://www.spreadfirefox.com/en-US/worldrecord/?from=sfx&uid=0&aid=2696107


source :: already forgot la.. (--")

MALAS

Monday, June 16, 2008

express updates.

my young bro coming back from Sarawak today.

stat dari pagi tu mkn nasi lemak, then sekeping kuih ubi, then mee goreng, then nasi campur sikit, mee sup, then kuih lagi, dan malamnya makan KFC. hari ini dalam sejarah - overloaded stomach!

moy mesej memberitahuku.
yang dia sudah melahirkan anak. anak lelaki. Mohd Hezriq Jumadil. congratulation Moy.. huhu ^^

Someone smsed me. 3 different times.. saying that he's missing me..
and he called me at 2.oo am, when i already slept but wake up because his call. erm.. it's hard to find someone that can remember u during the late at night, i must be one of his special one. but i'm sorry so much...
it touched my heart somehow..

AHHH..
wanna go sleep lah.
daaa..

MY FEATURED FRIENDS @ FRIENDSTER

1. Dana
2. Zee
3. Armin
4. Fadhil
5. Sofry
6. Sueha



1. Pernah dansa dengan nomor 1?
* ya. same interest.

2. Di mana kamu ketemu no. 4 pertama kali?
* i know him since i can't remember. we grew up together :D

8. Pernah ngeliat no. 5 pake baju renang?
* Haha. ngapain pelik bener prtnyaannya nih.

9. Pernah ketemu keluarga no. 1?
* sharing the same fmly. she's my lil sist lor.

10. No. 4 tau nama panggilan kamu?
* Tau banget.

11. Pernah main ke rumahnya no. 2?
* prnah :)

12. Lo percaya sama no. 1?
* hehehe.. kids.

13. Pernah berantem ama no. 5?
* nggak prnah yg tarik2 rambut segala ;p

14. Kpn terakhir kali kamu ngobrol sama no. 1?
* beberapa hri lepas. dlm talipon.

15. Kapan terakhir kali jalan sama no.1?
* waktu siang, tp gak ingat bila ;p


FiNa: ada soalan nih.. mana pergi soalan2 utk org nmbor 3 & 6 yah??~ ;p
ini friendster gue.. http://www.friendster.com/hasniefalina

BETTER UNTOUCHED


with Armin.. end of 2006.


CHAPTER 1

There was a stranger. sitting beside me in the bus. friendly, kind and caring. Humorous, fun, secure and true. with the honest eyes.

yes that's him.

we've become friends and that's where it begins..

CHAPTER 2


Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
loyal and understanding
You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming..
Optimistic and thoughtful
Yes, it's you..

CHAPTER 3

I come to knew about your dreams
Because we used to talk
For hours at a time.

about your friendship
Because you were always there
When I needed your comfort.

about your pain
Because you trusted me enough
To share your past with me.

about your fears
Because you helped me
To see that mine were the same.

about what was important to you
Because you were always
So honest with me.

about your goals
Because I felt the enthusiasm
In your words when you talked of them.

about your guidance
Because you patiently explained
The things I didn't understand.

I knew your heart
Because I saw right into it
And felt it a part of my own

CHAPTER 4

we were too close
they always say that,
we match each other..
we always look sweet together..
and that,
that LOVE is ours..

then there's a time
when i looked at him,
And a smile grows in my face.
Just to remember the times,
if he was really mine,
just what all people thought we are..

As i see his smile,
I remember how innocent i was
to think about what I would've gave
To only have a chance to be with him.

CHAPTER 5

Softly as a gentle breeze,
Love crept into my heart
So softly I did not realize
Until we came to part.
it was then that feeling so suddenly
Grew claws, and without warning
for how dearly i miss you..

So stunned was I by this attack,
but I did not cry out "stay! "
And, at my silence,
You turned and walked away.
I never knew,
until you left,
How much you'd meant to me
And now you're gone
I guess,
Our love was never meant to be.

CHAPTER 6

life has taken you to another part,
it's your memory here i hold dearly,
and i still remember,
All the days we laughed and talked,
Of deepest thoughts and untold truths,
Stay on my mind as I think of you.
Your life has taken a new turn.
far away.
Bridges not yet crossed are even burned between us.
As you treat your path anew,
I sit on your heart as a friend,
Like a whisper kiss of morning's dew.

Eventhough you're already gone in my life,
You'll remain.
Here in my heart.
As I think of your words,
Your thoughts and your voice,
I wanted to tell you to hold yourself high,
never forgetting the ground.
You still deserve the best thing in this world,
Despite all you may have done.
We have all sinned, dear..
We have all tested,
So come up as a wiser person from it.

CLOSURE

thanks for ever letting me know whenever you missed me.
for all the joy you brought to my life.
for always willing to lend me your hand even i always choose not to.
for your unconditionally care to me.
for seeing the best in me.
for not going anywhere during my hardest time when i ignored you.
for accepting just who i am, and telling me i'm beautiful even without make-up.

but for making me realized
that now i've lost the most precious friendship
i ever had in my life,
forgive me..
for taking you for granted,
i'm sorry, and thanks for everything.


His friendship means the world to me,
Although we never had much anything else.
Although i had only little of time to be with him.
Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,
Because some things are left,
better untouched.

THE END

PRETTY HAPPY

Sunday, June 15, 2008

...BUT,
things could be a little better..
Something is preventing me from being totally happy.
i need to figure out what it is!

DI RUANG RINDU

Saturday, June 14, 2008

went to the clinic today.
KLINIK DR TRACY.

my leg is fine. no need any special treatment since it seems to get better.

i thought i saw someone i know at the counter but minutes later, i guess i've mistaken that someone to that counter girl.

Padil drop by, searcing for tin susu cair.
mlm ni ade baca doa selamat kat umah die.. getting new job with the government huh.. hehe..

i'm happy today. but also unhappy for the same time. not without reason.

oya. i downloaded this song yesterday.. Ruang Rindu, by Letto.

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan ku sentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh di dalam hati
Ku pegang erat dan ku halangi waktu
Tak urung jua ku lihatnya pergi

Tak pernah ku ragu dan slalu ku ingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua ku trima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

i just heard this song yesterday. love this.
and i know just how it feels!

S U R V E Y lll

Friday, June 13, 2008

1)Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the worst?
## ya, but it will never be the same.

2)Do you like to dance?
## positively, yes! yes!

3)Are you obsessed with someone?
## obsessed with things, but not with people.

4)What is the best thing about your job?
## haven't really working.. ;p

5)Do you like more than five people right now?
## i like, but not love :)

6)Name something that you would like to eat right now?
## KFC!

7)Did you get any compliments today?
## dah makin berisi.. ya ya..

8)Who was the last person to call you?
## Pipie. he was at the outside asking me to unock the door. just came back from his tuition class.

9)If you could pick the temperature of the outdoors for the rest of your life, would you?
## nope.

10)Do you want to go out?
## not really.. there's no one to accompany me.

11)Are you happy?
## as long as i live. who cares.

12)Who was the last person you texted and what?
## Jijul. i said.. "apa dia?" hehe.

13)Who was the last person you talked to?
## my mom.

14)Are you moody?
## now? hehe.. ya. i'm windy.

15)Last person you hung out with?
## mom and dad.

16)Have you ever tried to get back with an ex?
## long ago. fuh, really swallowed my pride.

17)Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
## never think of it.

18)Have you ever gone camping?
## yeap.

19)Do you love someone?
## maybe..

20)Have you ever gone to the beach?
## yes. plus, i always love to! :)

21)Have you ever had a stalker?
## ya. its kinda scary.

22)Who was the last person to make you mad?
## him. but he's still the one to cool me down :)

23)Are you thirsty?
## yes. fruit juice please.

24)Are you listening to music? What are you listening to?
## it's the record which me and my lil sist, dana, singing the 'Percayalah'. originally performed by Datuk Siti Nurhaiza.

25)What do you do before bed?
## Diarying.. organizing..

26)Have you ever lied to your parents?
## what do u expect? ;p

27)Have you ever worn your best friend's clothes?
## never, as i remember.

28)Have you ever thrown up from working out?
## nO

29)Who and what do you miss?
## i miss the old me.

30)Where are your siblings right now?
## 3 of them at their school. one of them, at home..

31)Name five things you did today?
## 5 things i don't do everyday but i do today..
- ikut mama ke pekan
- g hntar kain kat tukang jahit
- buy some slice of cakes
- tinjau2 hrga kain kat kedai REZEKI
- get sleepy early..

32)Last person who you yelled at?
## yelling isn't my thing.

33)Future kid's names?
## hehe.. never thought about it seriously.

34)Are you on a laptop or a desktop?
## laptop.

35)What is your mood?
## ngantuk..

36)Is anyone jealous of you?
## nothing to do with me.

37)When is the last time you got chocolates?
## last sem.

38)Where were you 2 hours ago?
## ruang tamu.

39)What were you doing last night?
## onlining n sleep.

40)What does your hair look like right now?
## sedang disanggul. hehe

41)Has anyone ever used you?
## pass.

42)Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
## erm.

43)What have you eaten today?
## one of it was ayam masak madu yang tak cukup masa perap. hahaha.. ;p

Z O D I A C

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ~ ( Jan 20 - Feb 18 )
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer ~ ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 )
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Un selfish.Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19 )
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One ~ ( April 20 - May 20th )
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts.Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox ~ ( May 21 - June 20 )
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector ~ (June 21 - July 22 )
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss ~ ( July 23 - Aug 22 )
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Likes boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leo's. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist ~ Dominant ~ ( Aug 23 - Sept 22)
In relationships, very conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22 )
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One ~ Very Energetic ~ (Oct 23 - Nov 21 )
Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic.
Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ~ (Nov 22 - Dec 21 )
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome ). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Beautiful inside and out.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter ~ ( Dec 22 - Jan 19 )
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

LIFE GOES ROUND

[ONE] Who was the last person to make you smile?
* my liltle dancers.. Pipie - 11 (my li bro), Angah -12, Pian -12, Beten -12, Raihana -11(once pipie's crush), and nadirah -11. they're so funny together.

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
* on the UUM's bus.

[THREE] What's your middle name?
* none --"

[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
* not in a marriage.

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
* yea~

[SIX] What is your current mood?
* mine is relaxed, and loved :) erm.. the wheather mood is rainy. hehe

[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
* Puan Laurah.

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
* Light blue.

[NINE] Who's the last person texted you?
* Jijul :)

[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you do?
* not doing what i should do, n done anything that i shouldn't done. but, it's a blessing in disguise.

[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
* ohoho.. u will never know til u're there wif me ;p

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
* haha. yup i guess. but it turned out to be among the most craziest and funniest thing that ever happened in my life! *lots of laugh*

[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
* typing. hehesss..

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
* nope :)

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
* wanna see ziea, Tia n Amoy (my od friend), and dying to see Jijul! ;p

[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
* i do.. if only i have all the episodes with me. hehe..

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
* let it gone :)

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
* myself & my family.

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
* my mom and dad!

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you noticed first with the opposite sex?
* their look, their smile, their character, and their sense of humor. aha!

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest secret?
* one of my biggest secret is, i'm sux at cheating.

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
* dah merata2 dah. hehe

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/her back?
*A BIG NO!

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
* yes of course! but NOT rancangan ulangan. hehe

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
* soy.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages?
* dusun n engish. i know li bit hindi, japanese.. ahaha..

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite brand?
* sardine? KingCup. haha!

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe about your life.
* living it! ;)

COMPLETE!

hey.. nunu habar?? :)

it means, 'apa khabar?' in malay. ini pelajaran utk subjek bahasa dusun utk hari ini ye, harap maklum. hehehe.

life's being gud today.
woke up pretty late (4 days revenge, ha!) happily knowing that i finally completed downloading the drama! it took 6 days. Pheww..

my younger bro, 19, ops, 20 years old is going back to Sabah on 16th this month. aha, hope he didn't forget to bring along those cds he'd borrowed.

ok daa.. ;)

BLESSED

Thursday, June 12, 2008

woho0oo!!
i'm blessed!
the fiest is postponing to.. erm,.. [supposed also in this month..]

tentang jari kaki ni, i was juz realised when i step in the car and look down at my leg, i saw my jari kaki look weird somehow. i pull it closer to me and realised something is wrong. i was juz about to freak out when my mom (she's there) say its nothing. hey it do looks scary to me. terdapat darah beku di dalam and seems like the blood come flowing from the bone. ohhh..

my mom laughed. am i that childish freaking out for that thing? haha.

My aunt, Aunt Sepiah, my mom's older sister, promised to cook me a kind of masakan kampung like she brought today. i've tasted it, and not bad! i'm not going to refuse it if she willing to cook it for me sometimes. hehehe.. she sighed. her two child is not into masakan kampung that look weird n unusual. no one to cook for. yeah, here i am! hoho.. the big appetiter!

THE CANTEEN. THE FIEST.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

started writing this post at noon.

just came back from the school canteen. primary school.. temporarily replacing my mom as she's having another some important tasks to be done. what a busy tauke. its been 3 days already. and its been 3 precious day which i managed to wake up earlier! and for tomorrow too, for sure. haha.

so lazy la nak bangun awal pagi,..
but once i got in the car, everything went just right and as i arrived, i was started to like the tensions of working - which is kinda fun. masak, mengemas, dealing with those kids, cuci piring.. haha.
i do all the works. well it IS fine with me. at least i don't waste my time sleep until almost 9am. at least i'm sure, things will always be done by time.

having some chat with those aunts (my aunts. hehe), and those teachers. i always thinks that its much more comfortable having some chat with the elder. oh maybe its a sign that i should marry an +40 aged guy. which, should happen to be single, romantic, handsome, rich, not too tall, love beaching, willing to do anything for me,,,,,,,

haha.
JOKE.

okay. enuf bubbling.

i'm up to something actually. my dancers are going to perform their dances on this 14th Jun (this upcoming saturday) so i'm thinking about the props. props always make the traditional dancing looks greater (grrrrrand? haha). everything is prepared except for the fake flowers for sanggul. erm, we do have it but i wish to buy some new as those old fake flowers dah rosak. it can never rosak if i always around. huhu.. daa~ u know kids.

i'm still proceeding downloading the drama i told u before. currently, the 20th of 30th episodes. then i'll look up for some movies to download. no more drama i guess - despite how great the drama is, at the other side, its torturing! i guess i'll hv to spend 2 more days finishing those downloads. nasib baik it feels berbaloi download citer 'The Prince Who Turns Into A Frog' ni cuz there's so many morals you can learn from it. not mentioning about the hillarious parts.

oh. those kids has arrived. latihan menari. hari ni praktis tarian Sumazau. the traditional dance for my ethnic, kadazandusun.
i hadn't tell u yet, did i?
its for kaamatan fiest here. held at the next village. i've been tod that its 5 village participation. we're using this song for the sumazau dance - Gunung Kinabalu. that is where we're next to now so i choose this song :)

later.

7.15 PM

one of my jari kaki get hurt! well, i was trying a new dance step when my right leg accidently hit (??) my left leg. its something that happen eventually when u r dancing but stop being careful. oh my God, i paused for 2-3 second. it feels like screaming! but i held myself hardly. so the kids don't realize it.

today and few days after going to be so painful.. haha.

nana, can u be extra careful with urself next time please..

the dance.
changing the song. i replace 'Malaysia: Truly Asia' to 'Dia Datang' song. 'Dia Datang' is a short venture song. we'll have enuf time practicing to make all the dance even more sharper and grrrrrand since the show is going to be this saturday. well, we're paid. so i have to make it worthy.

oh, change the date n move it to the next saturday pleaseeee..
ekekek.

S U R V E Y ll

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

TODAY..
another survey.

A is for age
●● +20
B is for beer
●● what beer? hehe
C is for what you can't wait for right now
●● me in 5 years from now.
D is for your dog's name:
●● no dogs :)
E is for the essential item you use everyday
●● my handset n my laptop.
F is for your favorite TV show at the moment:
●● the prince who turns into frog! ;)
G is for your favorite game:
●● dun hv any favorite game i guess.. but used to addicted wif 'dinner dash 1,2,3..' ;p
H is for hometown:
●● Ranau, Sabah.
I is for instruments you play:
●● guitar.. petik2 je cuz we hv one at home. haha.
J is your favorite juice:
●● watermelon or apple :)
K is for who's butt you'd like to kick
●● urm. no one.
L is for the last food you ate:
●● ayam bakar. mom bought it from the pasar malam.
M is for marriage:
●● something precious.
N is for your name:
●● HF, Nana, Fina, Falina,..
O is for your evernight hospital stay:
●● uhmm, none so far.
P is for the people you can't live without as of today:
●● my family. definitey.
Q is for quote:
●● 'even the heart has boundaries'..
R is for biggest regret:
●● not doing what i should do, n done anything that i shouldn't done. surely milions of regrets.
S is for school:
●● done :p
T is for the time you woke up today:
●● 6am.
U is for the color of pj's you have on now:
●● i'm on t-shirt now.
V is for vegetable you love:
●● all kind of it.
W is for worst habit
●● easy on letting go things, n when i come to say something that i don't really mean..
X is for the # of xrays you've had:
●● every time that requires for medical
Y is for the yummy food you ate today
●● toasted chicken.
Z is for your zodiac sign:
●● sagittarius.

ADDICTED

Sunday, June 08, 2008



old drama. taiwan's.

details..

* Title: 王子變青蛙 / Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa
* Also known as: Prince turn into Frog / Prince who turned into a Frog / Frog Prince
* Genre: Romance / Comedy
* Episodes: 20
* Broadcast network: TTV / SETTV
* Broadcast period: 2005-Jun-05 to 2005-Oct-16
* Air time: 21:30 - 23:00
* Opening theme song: Mi Huan Ji (迷魂計) Enchanting Trick by 183 Club
* Ending theme song: Zhen Ai (真愛) Pure Love by 183 Club

Trivia :: Prince Turns to Frog is the #1 most highly rated Taiwanese drama (11.35%), beating second place Meteor Garden (10.09%) and third place It Started With A Kiss (7.35%)

i've watched it on astro long ago actually, downloading it from youtube right now. huahua.. and the most important part is, it is free. keadaan ekonomi yg agak gawat. nak tgok citer kene rajin download ye. arhh.. oya, here's a web for you.. crunchyroll utk mereka yang tdk kisah pada kualiti video yg rendah but faster downloading :)

LAUGH & LIVE

Saturday, June 07, 2008

today.
i laughed. a lot. as usual.
karoke sampai sakit tekak. something that i got only 2-3 chances for a year.
my love is going back to her school tomorrow.
i'll be missing u sist.
do take care urself there yah!~

NOT A SINGLE TEAR

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

this is the first time i guess when i can't cry even a single tear while my heart cries a lot..

PETANDA DIA ADALAH JODOH KAMU

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Dua manusia yang merasa saling berjodoh pasti memiliki ikatan emosional, spiritual dan fizikal antara keduanya. Hanya dengan menatap mata atau mendengar suaranya, kita akan merasakan getaran dan seolah ingin terus bersamanya Benarkah seperti itu? Lalu, apakah ada petanda lainnya agar seseorang dapat merasakan bahawa si dia jodoh (soulmate) kita atau bukan???

Petanda 1:
Rahsia sepasang kekasih agar dapat memiliki usia hubungan yang panjang adalah dengan adanya saling kerjasama. Kamu dan dia selalu dapat saling membantu, dalam urusan remeh atau besar. Paling penting adalah kamu berdua selalu dapat melalui segala aspek kehidupan secara bersama-sama. Dan semuanya terasa amat menyenangkan meskipun tanpa harus melibatkan orang lain. Apakah kamu sudah merasakan perkara tersebut? Jika ya, selamat... kerana ada harapan bahawa dia adalah calon pendamping hidup kamu!

Petanda 2 :
Salah satu kriteria yang menentukan sesuai atau tidaknya dia sebagai jodoh kamu atau bukan adalah kemampuannya bersikap bersahaja di depan kamu. Cuba sekarang perhatikan, apakah gerak-gerinya, caranya berpakaian, gaya rambutnya, caranya berbicara serta tertawanya mengesankan apa adanya? Apakah setiap ucapannya selalu tampak spontan dan tidak dibuat-buat? Jika tidak, maaf kemungkinan besar dia bukan jodoh kamu!

Petanda 3:
Adanya deria batiniah membuat hati kamu berdua dapat selalu saling tahu. Dan bila kamu atau si dia dapat saling membaca fikiran dan menduga reaksi serta perasaannya satu sama lainnya pada situasi tertentu. Selamat! Sebenarnya dialah destini kebahagian kamu...

Petanda 4:
Bersamanya dapat membuat perasaan kamu menjadi tenang, selesa dan tanpa perasaan tertekan. Berjam-jam bersamanya, setiap waktu dan setiap hari tanpa membuat kamu merasa bosan... Inilah petanda bahawa kamu berdua kelak akan saling terikat.

Petanda 5:
Dia selalu ada untuk kamu dalam situasi apapun. Dan dia selalu dapat memahami situasi dalam hati kamu baik dalam suka dan duka. Percayalah pasangan yang berjodoh pasti tak takut mengalami pasang-surut, suka-duka saat bersama. Sekarang, ingat-ingat kembali. Apakah dia orang pertama yang datang memberi bantuan tatkala kamu dirundung musibah? Dia selalu faham saat emosi kamu terganggu? Dia tahu keadaan waktu anda sakit? Jika ya, tak salah lagi. Dialah orangnya...

Petanda 6:
Dia tak terlalu peduli dengan masa lalu keluarga kamu, dia tak peduli dengan masa lalu kamu saat bersama kekasih terdahulu. Dia juga tak malu- malu menceritakan masa lalunya... Nah, kalau begitu ini bermakna dia sudah siap menerima kamu seadanya..

Petanda 7 :
Setiap orang pasti memiliki kekurangan, dan kamu tak malu-malu perlihatkannya pada si dia. Bahkan pada saat kamu tampil 'buruk' di depannya sekalipun, misalnya saat kamu bangun tidur atau saat kamu sakit dan tak mandi selama dua hari. Ataupun menceritakan sejujurnya kepada kamu tentang kelemahan dan kekurangannya... Nah! Kamu dan dia memangnya disuratkan untuk bersama!

Petanda 8 :
Bila merasa rahsia kamu lebih selamat di tangannya daripada di tangan sahabat-sahabat kamu yang lain. Atau kamu merasa sudah tak dapat lagi menyimpan rahsia apapun darinya, maka berbahagialah! Kerana ini bererti pasangan sejati telah kamu temukan! Apakah kelapan petanda di atas telah kamu temukan padanya ???

2 JUN

Monday, June 02, 2008

Petang yang terang kini sudah gelap..

Hari ini hari yang agak sedikit membosankan. mungkin kerana ketiadaan abg menjengah.. tahu, dia merasa agak tercabar dengan sikapku semalam.

satu tips yang pernah aku baca. yang banyak berlegar2 d internet ini. bila seorang wanita marah pd anda, biarkan dan jauhi dia selama beberapa jam. lagi lama lg bgs. rasa marah die automatik akan bertukar kpd rindu. hehe. mmg amat berkesan. bagaimana pula menghadapi amarah lelaki? jgn mencabar. dan sebagai seorang wanita, gunekanlah senjata terhebat anda - airmata. tp i guess tak perlu la terpekik terlolong. they will know when u fake it to get their attention.

tentang seseorang.

bkn untuk mengenang kembali kisah lalu. kami mulanya hanya bertukar khabar. tiba2 dia mengusulkan permintaannya utk bertemu semula - membuatkan aku sedikit terperanjat.

"nana, i got to go. tell me when ya.. if can la.. k do take care. daa~~"

mesej terakhirnya di myspace.

Mama dan Ayah.

mereka ke Kota Kinabalu hari ini. bermalam mungkin dalam 1-2 malam d sana. mama kursus. ayah meeting. baru td mama menelefon. panjang lebar skali jika dijadikan jika ditransferkan ke bentuk tulisan. hehe.. kesimpulannya mengingatkan agar menjaga rumah sewaktu ketiadaan. ada juga suara ayah dibelakang talian menambah sedikit2 pesanan mama. paling utama katanya, tengok2kan Pipie. suruh makan. anak tu mmg payah sket kalo bab makan. kena suruh baru nak makan.

Wau Bulan.

sedang menghabiskan dan menyusun step. persembahan 21hb Jun ini. dan ada dua tarian lagi.. Sumazau (tarian etnik kadazandusun d negeri Sabah) dan lagu Malaysia, Truly Asia.

laptop dah format dah. fuhh..

STANDING STILL

Sunday, June 01, 2008

hye.
oh. lamanya aku tidak menulis. sindrom malas. juga malas utk meng'cover' semula yang telah lepas seperti yang biasa aku lakukan sebelum ni.

kelmarin aku dengan rombongan family sebelah ayah yang lain, termasuk kazen2 yang ada, pergi ke Kampung Paka. lebih kurang 35 minit perjalanan. majlis kenduri kahwin saudara di sana. nah, satu rombongan sekali dengan kereta masing2. and two thing. the food, and bunga telurnya. ayam masak lemonnye mmg cukup sedap. aku terfikir resipi masakan itu pasti ada pada salah satu buku masakan di rak buku. mama punya. bunga telurnya comel. diletakkan dalam satu bakul kecil.. amat comel. gambarnya bakal ku upload. laptop prob skrg ni lah. waduh.. yg inipun guna laptop Adi.

petang tadi ke kampung sblh pula. kampung Kigiok. juga ada saudara yang mengadakan majlis kenduri kahwin. sup tulang sedap, cuma sedikit pekat.

"Pahitnya sup mama ni!"

kedengaran suara lantang yang tulus seorang budak lelaki lingkungan 7 tahun berdekatanku. budak itu bersama ibu bapanya dan 2-3 org muda.

"syhhhh.." ibu itu menyuruh anak itu diam dalam gelak tertahan. bapanya juga. aku tergelak sedikit.

sup tulang mmg amat digemari di sini. ia salah satu juadah waktu kenduri perkahwinan. termasuk aku lah. dan jati. kami merasa sedikit sup itu dan.. yah. mmg ada sedikit pahit. mungin kerana terlalu pekat. tp still sedap.

aku sedang beresemes dengan abg waktu itu. katanya, biasala tu.. budak2 tak boleh lagi menipu, diorang kan jujur?

aku setuju. budak2 amat jujur dalam menyatakan pendapat mereka. dengan cara tersendiri. apa yang mereka ucapkan itulah yang mmg bermain di minda mereka. ada orang mengatakan, jika dibawakan seorang gadis pada seorang kanak2, jika cantik bg pendapat mereka, maka mmg cantiklah gadis tersebut. mata seorang kanak2 walaupun tidak halus, namun nyata. itu pendapatku.

aku waktu itu bersama dengan Pipie, adikku yang berumur 11 tahun, dan Jati. bukan BERAS JATI ye, tapi jati adik sepupuku berumur belasan tahun (menengah rendah agaknya, aku kurang periksa. hehe) yang waktu zaman budak2nya seorang yang berperawakan seperti lelaki dan agak segan membahasakan dirinya sebagai perempuan. kini sudah meningkat dewasa dan begitu cantik dan ayu sekali.

i love this song.

STANDING STILL
By: Jewel



Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights
Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight
There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right
You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight

Do you want me, like I want you?
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?
Was that you passing me by?

Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night
Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right
I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town
Feel broken down, I feel broken down

Do you need me, like I need you?
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?
Was that you passing me by?

Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow
Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow

Do you love me, like I love you?
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?
Was that you passing me by?
Are you passing me by? (Passing me by)
Do you want me? (Passing me by)
Do you need me, like I need you too?
And do you want me, like I want you?
Are you passing me by?
 
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