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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be

There's a shadow hanging over me

Oh, yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say

I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say

I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday


Mendengar lagu 'Yesterday' versi instrumen yg disumbangkan oleh seorg teman kepadaku.. lagu ini dipopularkan oleh kumpulan Beatles..

Tiap bait lirik lagu ini begitu menusuk jauh ke relung hati. Melodinya yg sayu.. meresap terus ke jiwa. Meninggalkan kesan pedih yg begitu sukar utk diungkapkan. Kerana lagu ini mengingatkan aku pd kisah yg taklah begitu lampau. This is among songs he gave to me.. which I don’t know if he was really mean it but still I take it seriously. Because I loved him. And, most of all, this song reminds me to all the precious things I’ve been lost because of my own mistakes and foolish.

I remember, on the early days when I letting him go ...I cried. Ya I do. It was just like a sad flashback when my mind went to places where our memories start. I keep on listening to our songs over and over and over again.. with tears. It was really killing me inside and extremely painful.

Then I wanted to move on instantly, and force my mind, but I went crazy by trying to control and stop thinking about him. Pretending as if I’m a tough. But forgetting and letting go is something beyond my control. So I decide to accept all the feelings and thoughts as they are, which, this journey was so painful and hurts everytime. Still now. But this pain was better than avoiding and controlling feelings.

Yesterday has almost filled up my heart, my life, and my soul. But if I just let yesterday fill up my mind until forever, then tomorrow can never be for me. Now I’m trying to engage in activities and try things that may help me forget it slowly while learning the art of accept pain willingly. Hopefully I can get through this someday.

For now, I just still can’t get over this.. stucked here.

I would like to dedicate this s0ng to him, eventough he’ll never know..

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this and you hold me like that
I just have to admit that
it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this and I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me

There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again but then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me,
I just hurt you even worse and so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
that were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me


When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

After all this time - Simon Webbe

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

this song used to be meaningful to me..

After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart bares the scars
No sign of healing, It's All right
She's loving him still, after all this time.

Ohh yeahh

[Chorus:]
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time

Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time

And to the outside eye
You see a family getting by
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time.

[Chorus]

After all this time....
After all, after all, after all this time

Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide

Who made her feel like an angel
Ohh thats why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still
For the last of many miles
She's loving him still
After all this time




 
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